I’m not supposed to be crying anymore. This job was supposed to fix that. Do I think I made the right decision leaving my old job? Yes. Without a question.
But I’m just so overwhelmed and I feel like I’m not doing anything right. Every time I feel like in gaining some traction, I slip and face slam. I’m being compared to someone no had a years experience before becoming a recruiter so is it really fair to compare us? I don’t think so.
The things in expected to do, numbers I’m expected to hit and the mix of candidates I’m expected to bring in just blows my mind. I can only bring in so many people. At some point there aren’t any new ones. And at some point they have to go after these higher level jobs, otherwise I can only convince so many people to come in.
Honestly, I’m scared they’re going To give up on me and let me go. I really thought this was where I’m supposed to be. But I hate this feeling right now. I just want to feel secure.